Thursday, December 09, 2004 @4:43 PM
Visited Guan Yuan today, I don't feel good visiting him only today after knowing about his condition for so long... Upon reaching the lobby, I was totally taken in by the atmosphere… Weird? Is that how I should feel entering a hospital? Leading ken, des, yew han and psk to the new ward (SGH block 4, lvl 8, ward 48, rm 3) we stood outside… because the door was closed, and had this notice pasted on the door asking us to wash our hands and wear gloves before entering. Then a nurse came out from his room and said it was ok for us to go in just that we need to wash our hands later if we were to touch the bed or guan yuan.. =/. I was stun, I couldn’t recognize him at first glace. It’s not because of the hair lost, but the fact that he has become really really thin. We just stood around him, not knowing what to say and what not to say. His mum came to him and ask if he could still recognize us, He nodded his head and called out yew han when his mum points at him and deyang, me… glad he still remember me… he didn’t call out the other’s names, but just nodded his head. We were called out by the nurse again so that they can give him a jab bah… We were outside, but just couldn’t figure out what to talk to him about. Later we got back in... We stood by him again and watch TV until he called for this uncle to pray for him. As he prayed, we looked around at the wall filled with get well soon cards. We didn’t leave our marks on the wall when we left… but I hope he appreciates our presents there. The uncle showed us out and asked us to pray for him =)
Time is not a luxury he can afford, do visit him whenever you can. Just pray for him regardless of religion bah~